Sunday, June 12, 2005

Meaningless

It seems that everyone will eventually fall into a a twilight zone of "meaninglessness". And we will passionately quote King Solomon's "Meaningless! Meaningless! Utterly meaningless! Everything is meaningless" from his Ecclesiastes.

That's how I feel now.

I could blame this entire country's meaningless life and meaningless system. People just seem like zombies... or worse - drones... working 'round the clock... arh, the crowds... all the flesh and sweat and elbows... ugh! (Maybe that's why in movies, zombies and drones always clump together)

Suffocated.
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Empty.
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Tired of being tired.
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I find no solace here.
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This isn't home... It's a trap! It's a giant mental blackhole.
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Meaningful and beautiful thoughts are being sucked away into nothingness.
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Routine.
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TV.
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Money.
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Clothes.
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Emails.
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SMS.
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Bills.
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Masquarade.
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Disillusionment.
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I have lost.
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I have forgotten.
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There is nothing more.
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This is just like the scene in C.S. Lewis's 6th book in the Chronicles of Narnia: The Silver Chair. Eustace and Jill are trapped in the Underworld and the realise with dread "There is no sun. There is no sky. There is no Aslan". There is only darkness and silence. Nothing more.

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